Just finish cleaned table and everything. Now nothing to do, waiting for his message. He said need time to rest so i dint find him. I always wish and pray for him hope can achieve his monthly target, no need be nervous bout his family's things, and also his car..haha!! He is my first boyfriend that like to modify car 1. Sometimes saw him make his car's part until mid-night still don't want sleep, I really felt heart pain de o. Sometimes I really want to angry but when saw his tired face,I bu she de angry already..haha!! Stupid de o..but he never know that, he said i too stick him..really de mar? Say honestly, really sad lea..hm..maybe I really have to stopped to stick with u..izzit like that? Miss u here but i dun dare to find u..aiks..=="!!
Nothing special for today. No homework, no class too..damm boring. Today just knew from him that he want concentrate on his work. Stupid o me! He was so nervous on his work but i keep on disturb him..YOU ARE STUPID LEA TING TING!! Dear, u can do it..must try your best don't simply give up please..i will always be with you..any time as long as you need me..really! Your birthday is coming soon and planning how to give u a big surprise and also celebrate with you, hope can give you a unforgettable birthday. Dear, whole day dint contact with you i really cant pay attention into my class. Feel very 失败 o..promise me don't leave me can??..
Starting my 1st class for today. Felt very boring because all of them skip class and went to 1b to shopping left me and 2 girls at classroom. Say honestly really got a bit sad on that time. 6 subject for this semester..huh, another stress for me again. Daddy just said to me must study hard, do not make any disappointed to them. Haiz..really stress lea. I need your support actually..will you know it? Dear, this few days we seldom message..even a call also become less. Really miss u here..I knew that you are busy and also have many things haven clear but I really hope you know that I will support you even though I cant give any help to you. Felt very useless >"
Tomorrow is gonna go home..miss everything that happened on this two months. Feel very bu she de lea.. specially you..scare something will change between us. Dont know..i dont have confident by myself. Will u heard me? After i go home will u think of me? Will you miss everything that i done for u before? Thanks that u accompany me in this two months dear, miss u a lot here. After this we are seldom meet already but is doesn't mean i will forget u..izzit u will same like me? Hm..feel very scare to think about it. Bad dear, who ask u always said those things to scare me, make me dont have any confident with u. Dear, really miss u o..hm...