Time to go home...@@

Tomorrow is gonna go home..miss everything that happened on this two months. Feel very bu she de lea.. specially you..scare something will change between us. Dont know..i dont have confident by myself. Will u heard me? After i go home will u think of me? Will you miss everything that i done for u before? Thanks that u accompany me in this two months dear, miss u a lot here. After this we are seldom meet already but is doesn't mean i will forget u..izzit u will same like me? Hm..feel very scare to think about it. Bad dear, who ask u always said those things to scare me, make me dont have any confident with u. Dear, really miss u o..hm...

last dec.....

Working working working~~

My 2 months holidays was full with working and take care my dear..

Get my 1st month salary but is not enough to cover my things. Miss daddy mummy and sister..I knew they always worrying me alone at outside but i promise will take care myself and also proof to them what can i do.

Now stay at home take a nap. WUHU~~~just went out with his family and took a nice breakfast then back home lu. Now he was busy to modify his car>>his favourite<<>

Last month he went to Kl because his brother was sick and have to stay at hospital to take a fully body checking and that time he was busy to take care his brother until overnight at hospital. He slept on the table more than slept at hotel..felt very heart pain when I knew from him. After 1 weeks he came back here. He gave me a surprise that make me cant to forget it. Although is a box of love shape chocolate but he took a very funny reaction to give me..haha..very sweet lea..Now i still keep and haven eat..is a good memories between us. Happy~~~

Christmas was coming..dont know how to celebrate lea..he said want bring me go National Park o..haha, very happy lea..i want go o..hope this time really can go because last time my ex also said want bring me go but lastly break promise o...@@

My wish for this year:-

- Daddy and mummy can sweet2 to enjoy their life including my 2 oldest sister and also youngest sister lu..

- Can together celebrate his birthday..is every year o...really hope it...

- My course can be done..pray pray pray~~~

- My friends...pei san, i really hope our friendships can keep it like last time..u are my best friend..i hope u knew it. When u said u are sim tam with me that time i was hurt u know? I knew i was wrong but i really hope u can forgive me...

Lastly...Merry Christmas lu...Muax~~~~~!!!

what i am thinking now??

Actually is nothing happened for today but i keep feel that something will happen lea. Is like my heart very weird, is because of him? Or what? I don't know. Not everything already settle? Now our relationships has been stable? But i cant stop control to thinking those non-sense things, very nervous and stress. Is too many things was surrounding around my brain, work+family+friend and you. I trust you but i don't have my confident to trust myself. Waaa.............what happened to me o? Damm stupid o....huh.....!!!

holiday time~~

wooow..done my exam already..start to working at lintas there ^^

Now back to my office, miss all my staff and also my manager - Connie.. Now my position is a sales person and the main job is increase the sales of broadband.

Monday~ is the first day that i started to work. Firstly, i scared that i cannot even to handle all the information about the broadband and also others new plan bacause all the things was keep on changing, compare with last year everythings was difference. From here i only can reliaze that we cannot stopped the step in at the pass because all of that are pass tense, time wont waiting for us, so we must keep on upgrade ourself like what I am doing now. However, i set a target in my job which is everyday must keep at least 5 sales so that i can achieve the goal then also can get extra bonus and commision too.

Tuesday~ haha, not bad for today. I get 5 sales of broadband lea..i was very happy u know? I am the youngest staff but i still can keep my result as well and say honestly compare with other staff (older than me) i was better than them de lea..haha, happy2~~i always remind myself that must hardworking and be steady when i communicate with customers so that can build a good relationship with them then can get their business too, hohoho!!!

Wednesday~ Sick but also is very funny for today. Feel not very well when i woke up this morning, very faint and hot. No wonder la..i fever already..=="!! But i still went to work because i dun skipped my job and also dont want loss my sales($$$) too, even thought he keep ask me rest at home and take a leave but i dont want..haha!! I still can handle myself so i cannot waste my time too but i knew that if he heard i said like that sure will angry 1..hoho!! Back to office, tried to eat some biscuit and get back my energy but lastly i was lose. I ate a panadol from my manager then rest awhile than start my work. Although today i was sick but i still can hit my target,feel very happy lea. First time i meet a customer that she was very kind with me. What that the kind stand for？Today i helped a customer sign up a package and also setting her laptop, at the same time she ask me want drink any coffee or not but i answer that no need, is ok..you know what she say? She said that no no no~~you helped me settle so many problem i should spend u a cup of coffee and i said never mind because this is my responsibility but lastly she order 10 cups of coffee spend all my staff again. Omg!! Haha..so funny lea..

Thursday~ Raining day. Huhu..only get 3 of sales lea.. so charm! Its ok..i can get it back..hehe!! jia you o..^^

Friday~ Which is today lu..quite ok la..hehe! Gambateh!!

exam~~

ar....Omg lo..

Exam lea..aiks, tired...this few weeks just stay at home to do my revision..Although this is only a short sem then included 3 subject but is not easy for all the diploma students lu..specially me!!



1st day is Company Law....Hm..still ok la, wrote around 4 piece of paper..now my head fully with the cases with what section what year what date..which director had been sued..so stress man...huh..maolit=="!!



Second day is International Business...What international business stand for? Izzit already mentioned the word "INTERNATIONAL"?? Thats why lu..many factors, activities, system still playing around my brain lea..arrRR!!! What international trade...direct investment..SWOT analysis..monetary system...organization design...huh..faint~~~ Hm..for this sub, i only know how to do some question o...5 question i only knw 3 question...aiks, u see? charm or not? scare lea..[keep on praying now lu] ><"!!


Third day is Business Communication English.. Is my last day for exam..( which mean today lo..) Hm..damm tired lea..wrote 6 piece A4 paper, is both full page o...in 2 and the half hours..really maolit liao..but is ok for me in this subject..because my writing skills quiet good lu..and have more exprience mar..keke!! Time to charges..no more energy..haha!! but feel more free already..suddenly lost all the stress ^^ but then hope this semester result cn get nice2 o..^^ Hungry now..huhu =="!


Now waiting he fetch me lu..yeah~~happy2!! muax..thanks for ur support ya..i feel very sweet o..and also your song, although is only a chinese chores song^^ but is quiet enough for me..^^ muaxXx!!!!

nervous

God..did u heard me? y i cant get any respond from u de? feel very tired already...i reli need u..
aiks.. when then i cn settle my problem nerh?? God..please heal me.....................

busy week......

Just done my Business Communication English assignment but then no more time to rest because Company Law & International Business Assignment is coming. Huh..stress man!! This semester is a short sem, every assignment and test, quiz also took it with a short period. Now ready for my exam lu..20 Sept..ARrrrr!!!! What is my feeling now? Dunno how to describe, nthing can mention here, just hope can give me more time to handle it..thats all! But impossible..scare my result o! last sem result quite weak, feel very useless..fail 2 subject! Sad..cried 1 more weeks u knw? Its like u really got put in ur effort u cant see ur result...any reply from your effort there. Why?? Izzit my study way was wrong? Take note, remember the key point, go home do revision some more,but lastly what i get it? Moody.. i need to take action already. This sem result sure PASS!! I promise!!! May God Bless Me...HEal me too! Thanks God...^^